Thursday, July 06, 2006
ok, i don't want to blog in my own blog. cos i think im flooding it. so post here better. as it's super dead. heh. =D i will be writing pangxie ok. =))
first, so far this yr, i learnt 2 important things.
1) NEVER JUDGE A PERSON BY IT'S COVER2) ALWAYS TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE WITH YOU NOW. DON'T REGRET WHEN IT LEAVES YOU.yeah, haha. kinda retarted. but it's really true experience. i won't want to say much too.
but really first, never ever judge a person by it's cover. don't even think that a person looks SO NICE outside and you think they are VERY NICE. please, you won't know! it's really more much worth having UGLY at their outside but NICE in their inside. ok, im not trying to insult anyone or sth. some still maybe nice in both. HAHA. (:
secondly, treasure whatever that you have with you. even sometimes you don't like it! but when you really lose it, you will regret! hahaha. (: it happened concerning the whole class. shall not say it. but it's quite obvious. LOL. xD when you regret, you will never get it back again.
haha. seriously, hating people is just so disgusting. LOL! you suffer, that person also suffer! but if you happy, that person also happy! =) hahas. isn't it true? people always say, hating people is very tiring. why can't we just try to accept them? seriously, i tried to. but it just won't work for me. hmm, depends on who lah. LOL.
life is never ever fair! what i want now, but i doubt i can get it. it's very diffcult. what if i don't success in getting what i want? will i suffer? answer: YES! will i cry? answer: YES! i think so? HAHA. will i regret what i have chose? answer: YES! should i just go and GRAB what i want? i really want to. but looks like my hands are NOT long enough): what a pity. but if life is fair, very very fair, then what's the point for living in this world? GOD created this world for us to take chanllenges! wanting us to try and have experience in whatever we do. people would ALWAYS fall during life(: the very 1st time would be when you are a baby. when you are learning to walk. but if you fall, you learn and force yourself to stand up again. that's the right attitude. but what about me? do i see it in this way? im scared of falling again if i make the decision of what i want. i scared to disappoint people around me who care and love me. sometimes, just 1 person can totally make you change! but who would be that for me? my mum? HAHA. i don't know. who will the one keep telling me, GO! GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT!
im so crazy over beach now. HAHA. i really want to go to beach, lie down and enjoy the sea breeze? i think it will rock so much. even better, if i can scream like siaos. but that's quite impossible. HAHA. unless i go during midnight =X but will never get to. LOL. hey beach, wo yao lai le! =XX wahahahas! crapp lah. can you imgaine? going to the beach. listen to the surrounding (provided it's quiet), go bulid sandcastle. play with water and sand. haha. but what i want most is LISTEN TO THE SURROUNDING? HAHA. that will really ROCK!
i really feel like running to get what i want! isit waiting for me? TELL ME! TELL ME YES! i really want that too. but my yiyi just keep delaying it. grrrr. might as well i use my own money and get it.
`joanne
leaving with mixed feelings =/
8:55 PM
